July 2015: Brandon Becker is 23 
I often find myself at the Rebel House for a few drinks in the evening.
It’s mostly know for the pool tables but I like to join in on the poker table. 
I've always love music and playing my guitar. 
Recently I have been sitting in on an open mike night at the University Lounge. I’m really enjoying it. 
I've been so confused about a lot of things since Helen was born, she’s almost a year old and I really don’t see her much. I had my parents over for dinner to see if they can help me figure out my feelings on this.
The next night I went out for a drink and I think I spent a good 30min or more just staring into space. 
The next day I called Hannah to visit their new apartment when Loren was out at work. I need to figure things out about Helen without my feelings of Loren mixed into them.
I think I have finally made a connection with my daughter. Holding her with no one else in the room has changed a few things
Every time I went into Brandon’s lot he had absolutely no wants for his daughter Helen. I decided to see what would happen when I played Loren’s household with Brandon visiting, he still did not have any wants for her but he independently fed and played with Helen.
3 comments:
Poor Helen, I hope her daddy starts to what to see her and stuff.
I am glad he autonomously interacted with her, and hope he starts bonding while she's still too young to remember.
Parenthood is complicated!
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