Brandon:I'm not sure I was meant to be a father, I
love Helen and when I go over to visit I like holding her but when she's not
around I don't really think about her much. If I do I feel guilty that
I haven't thought about her.
I love spending time with Loren too but I’m not sure she’s
the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.I’m still attracted to other women as much as
I am Loren.
With it being a mild winter I find myself in the park down the street from my apartment building. It's a great place to meet new people.
Sometimes I do like to spend the evening at home alone, that’s defiantly